as fired for not being
able to perform the job anymore. So i was forced to come back to my
shithole of a country where there are no jobs other then telephone
salesman (which is a sack of bullshit, not a job). For over 6 months
after i came back i kept on rememebering and stomach-ing that lost job,
not being able to forgive myself for loosing it becosue of my
well....whatever it was. i'm still unemployed, the goverment assigned
job center has nothing, and what they do have there is no reply from
after contacting, so i suspect it's baloney to bullshit people down to
hope. So im pretty much stuck in limbo where i don't even get any sort
of welfare, or income. I am not stupid, nor rude to people, im just
skinny so i can't carry piles of bricks at a construction site. The fuck am i supposed to do, allready did all i could, including trying to up my qualifications through various means.



But, to be honest, after those 6 months of reminiscing of how great
scottland was, i rememberred that i felt really relieved as i felt
downstairs, my only thought at the moment being "oh good i won't have to
go to work today".