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So he got his sex...too bad I want a real person to have sex with and he is just not available for that.  He prefers the young chicks with the hot bodies and I will never have that again..so have come to the conclusion that my sex life is pretty much over, unless I can look like an 18 year old again.  Sigh. 

He picked porn over being with me...so I hope he and his penis and jacking off had a good time.  Maybe next time he will be hit by lightening for playing with it while watching porn.
]]> Sun, 25 Jul 2010 21:57:52 -0700 MadWife Religious Rants 500 http://www.justrage.com/Religious_Rants/Porn_over_Church/ http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/Stop_sending_my_husband_porn/ ]]> Wed, 14 Jul 2010 22:24:44 -0700 MadWife All the Rest 500 http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/Stop_sending_my_husband_porn/ http://www.justrage.com/I_Hate/I_am_so_mad_at_my_Husband/ Plus he thinks he is always right about everything. I've just learned to say yes, dear you are always right about everything and smile and walk away. I've gotten to the point that I just ignore him when he is on the internet and leave him alone. He doesn't even care or notice. I am tired of begging for sex and being turned down, or he forgets dates, or just doesn't seem interested. Life sucks. I should be SadWife instead of MadWife. I am to the point that I just don't care, because he seems not to either. Marriage should be fun, it should be having someone to spend and share your time with...but I spend most of the day alone, and even when he is here, I am alone. I used to act out and cheated on him, but I don't do that anymore...I just go without sex. I just wanted anonymous sex, not a relationship, because for some reason I still love him and want to be with him, even if he doesn't meet any of my needs physically or mentally. Why do I stay? I started over once and it just comes down to after you know someone for so many years, I guess the sex just goes away. We mouth the words I love you to each other, but we never actually love each other. They are empty. ]]> Sun, 09 May 2010 21:40:29 -0700 MadWife I Hate 500 http://www.justrage.com/I_Hate/I_am_so_mad_at_my_Husband/