My ex and I were in a relationship for 3+ years. We were loving, happy and faithful. We were intending to fight through the difficulties of a long distance relationship when we went off to college, because we werent going to school near each other. She breaks up with me half way through the first semester saying its just to hard. I told her that she was the only one i wanted and that i was willing to work on things and that i knew it was difficult but that i thought we could manage because of how much i loved her. She just cries. She is now fucking simon, who told her he loved her from the first night they met. She fucks him and still talks to me as much as we did in our relatioship, but i know she is fucking him. She never wants to talk about it. I hate her, him and myself for allowing the situation to continue. Tonight she is going to a concert where she will undoubtedly getting hammered and end the night fucking him. I truly wish we had never happened so i wouldnt know this hurt and
feeling of being used. i wish i didnt love her anymore, but i cant seem to get over it. i have had sex with other girls but they just get on my nerves and i disrespect them intensionally because i dont care about them at all. i just hate this and whenever i think about her and him. I cant control how angry i get. i just rage and rage until i just fall asleep. ill wake up and be alright until i think about it again and then the cycle completes itself. i cant handle this bullshit. she says she loves me but that she also likes him and that she is sorry for everything. shes makes no action to change anything. she is a liar and cunt(cant understand logical thinking) i just wish it never happened.
I FUCKING HATE HER. She is this useless whiny bitch who fucking hates me. Just because I get average grades she thinks she has every right to hit me. She calls me ugly, fat when she KNOWS it makes me super uncomfortable. I tell her nicely to stop it SHE WON'T FUCKING LISTEN. TELLS ME FUCKING BULLSHIT LIKE I'M THE FUCKING MOTHER LIKE SOME FUCKING DICTATOR. I FUCKING HATE YOU. YOU NEVER SAID YOU LOVED ME YOU NEVER FUCKING LET ME DO WHAT I WANT AND JUST LET ME FUCKING LIVE MY LIFE. IT'S BEEN ONE WEEK SINCE I HAD A FUCKING COLD AND YOU REFUSE TO BRING ME TO THE FUCKING CLINIC BECAUSE YOU ARE SO FUCKING CHEAP. WE'RE NOT EVEN POOR AND YOU'RE JUST LEACHING OFF MY DAD'S MONEY YOU SKANK. I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH GO GET FUCKING BURNED IN HELL. I HOPE I NEVER SEE YOU IN THE ATFTER LIFE.