http://www.justrage.com Your Source for Anger and Rage. Fri, 20 Jan 2012 07:51:29 CST en http://www.justrage.com/Family_Feuds/leaving-my-family/ Fri, 20 Jan 2012 07:51:29 CST cupcake Family Feuds 3 http://www.justrage.com/Family_Feuds/leaving-my-family/ http://www.justrage.com/Site_News/for-decay-/ 1. "reply" to responses of post, disappear into oblivion!

2. It would be nice to have the ability to change ones vote on a rage. I was going down the list of spam and clicking "bury" and accidentally buried a viable post...but there is no way to change my vote?


BTW, why is the "site news" icon a finger? ]]> Fri, 13 Jan 2012 16:11:00 CST Arenaria Site News 3 http://www.justrage.com/Site_News/for-decay-/ http://www.justrage.com/Family_Feuds/stuck-in-hell-39til-i-finish-my-degree/
What's more, my mother is incapable of accepting that sometimes I have a different opinion than her. She has taken to slapping me when I yell back after she escalates into a screaming match what was a peaceful conversation until I started talking about ideas that she disagrees with. This in a family that was very much devoted to the ideals of the first amendment throughout my childhood -- and when the ideas that I disagree with her on are things like professional codes of ethics prohibiting word getting out that said professionals are actually human, and while they may be held to a higher standard than most people, that standard can no longer be so high that the only way anybody can reach it is to live a dual life, impossibly perfect in public, surprisingly human (though not necessarily /bad/ -- just human) in private. The internet alone would have been enough to kill that paradigm; social networking sites have dug up the corpse, brought it back as a zombie, and put it down a second time. Yet the official line from the people in charge of teaching about and working with those codes of ethics is "if you can do it, don't have any social networking accounts. If you can't, lock 'em down and then sanitize both your posts and your own friends list to avoid getting fired." And she gets mad when I start talking about just how demonstrably /wrong/ this is. Yeah, that makes sense.

At any rate, I was able to begrudgingly accept this while I still had yet to move out of the house. My first couple of years of college weren't exactly pleasant -- I took on as many hours as possible at work just so I could get out of the house, and I made every effort I could to stay on campus for school, because I had friends there who didn't get angry at me for wanting to spend time enjoying myself instead of spending every spare minute cleaning a house that somehow never gets clean -- but I only knew what it was like not to have controlling parents from what I had observed of my friends. It was when I finished my associate's degree, and moved on to university that I realized how wonderful it was to live in a place where yes, I may have had some responsibilities, but I also had a lot of freedom, and, importantly, I was the equal of the people sharing my living space, rather than their subordinate. When I came back home for my final internship, which is supposed to be the last part of my degree before I actually go out and get a job, the trouble really began. While I don't expect my parents to treat me as their absolute equal when I'm eating their food rent free, I can't believe it would kill them not to see every little bit of resistance to their absolute authoritarian control as me being a rebellious teenager, or worse, a petulant child.

My mother loves to go on guilt trips about how when she was my age, she had already been married for several years, and how I don't even have a job. When I reply with the (valid) point that I'm in a catch 22 situation where I have no car because I have no job, and no job because I have no car (rural area, the bus line doesn't run out this far, and I was only able to hold down the job I had my sophomore year because it was at the college I was attending), she and dad both get angry at me for what they see as always finding a way to pin the blame for my problems on them. Mom is the one who get's pissed at me at the drop of a hat. Dad is generally reasonable, but he always backs her up, never me, and it really makes him angry if I do anything that either one of them see as "disrespecting" the mother who refuses to respect me enough to let me have my own bloody opinions. It is so frustrating to be in this situation, and to not even have anyone I can vent to about it -- because, you see, if I'm home long enough for this to be an issue, it mean's I'm actually at home, where my primary means of communication with my friends is Facebook. My mom and sister are both on my Facebook friends list, and even if I were to block them from seeing it, I'd have to block pretty much anyone who might have a chance of bringing it back to them. Get the idea? That's why I'm typing this here, instead of telling someone I trust. There is literally nobody I can tell this to. They're either too far away for me to tell them in person, or family from an older generation where it was possible to move out at 18 and make a better living (in real dollars) than I'm likely to make after getting my freakin' bachelor's degree, and that's in a field where the degree actually leads to a job, instead of just another degree or two.

And I mentioned cleaning earlier. For my entire life, the only time I've ever been allowed to sleep past 10:00 in the morning was if I was sick or if my parents had just randomly decided that they were going to let me sleep in -- which happened about two or three times a year. More often than not, they start screaming at me to get out of bed somewhere between 8:30 and 9:30 (this is all on days when I had no school or work, either during the Summer, on a holiday, or during the weekends/my day off from work (when I was working on Saturdays during the Summer between my Sophomore and Junior year of college.) Why did they make me do this? To clean the house. You see, we have a house that was reasonably sized when it was built almost 30 years ago, during a time when people had less stuff cluttering up the place. By today's standards, it's actually sonewhat small. As a result, it never stays clean for more than an hour or two; there's just more of everything than there is a place for it, so everything is rarely in its place. So we spend every waking moment trying to get this place clean, or if it is clean, embarking on some home improvement task that may need doing, but not at the expense of ever having free time that isn't associated with an away-from-the-home vacation, like a trip to the beach or a camping trip (which is a brief, once a year affair; vacations are nice, but knowing how to relax when you can't physically get away is a lot more important to avoiding a stress triggered stroke or heart attack than taking the occasional vacation is.). It got even worse after coming home from College. Because my internship proper starts a week after everyone else had gone back to school or work, my parents actually told me that they expect me to put in as many hours cleaning the house as the rest of the family does outside of the house. Nevermind the fact that two hours or so a day is all it needs, and those two hours have no reason to be first thing in the morning aside from my parents not wanting to see it when they get home (odd thing about cleaning the house: it may not stay clean, but one person can get all of the communal space in the house clean in about two hours, if he isn't spending so much time being nagged that he can't actually work. Four people can do it even more quickly, but good luck ever getting all four of us to actually do housework at the same time.)

And you know what the worst part of all of this is? My parents think I'm an absolute lazy bum, just because I make worse grades in college as a student who actually has friends and enjoys spending time with them, let alone doing anything for fun on my own, than my mother, who as a non traditional student spent literally all of the time that she wasn't driving one of her children someplace studying,, and made straight A's as a result. She actually started making fun of me when I made my first /B/, let alone when I failed a class that I knew from the second week I couldn't handle that term, but was stuck with because the State legislature changed my main scholarship so that I had to pay back the tuition on any class I dropped after the first week, and I didn't realize until it was too late that I needed to drop it. And yes, I have a problem with procrastination. It's a result of a guilt complex I'm going to eventually have to go to therapy for, because as a small child I learned that I got punished less if I avoided doing something I didn't want to by doing essentially nothing than I did if I got caught doing something I actually wanted to, like playing a videogame or watching Tv. Even though I recognize this is what's going on, I've internalized it to the point that I can't just stop doing it, and as a result, I waste a lot of my time, doing neither what I have to do nor what I want to do, just aimlessly surfing the web or puttering around the house.

Getting back on topic, the go-to threat from my mother is (and has been since I was 16, her selective memory to the contrary) to kick me out of the house, which at 16 would have involved moving in with my Grandma (who lives on social security and for a good chunk of my life hasn't even had a car), and today would leave me homeless (because, you see, that's the situation I'm in right now. Grandma moved to another state a while back, although she wants to come back sometime soon, so If they kick me out, I get to be homeless and not only work my way up from being penniless and carless in a rural area, I'll actually be starting with less than nothing, because of my student loan debt, which is minimal compared to most students [I've only taken out loans for room and board, with the possibility of using my loans from this term to buy a junker so I can finally get some freedom], but still makes it impossible for me to support myself if I get kicked out of the house before I finish my degree.) I feel completely trapped, with the only light at the end of the tunnel being the hope that I get a job upon graduation, and manage to get an apartment, and I don't even care if it's a shithole at this point; I seriously doubt having a place to myself can be worse than what I've got right now, no matter how rough the neighborhood is. And I have to say, writing this has been the most therapeutic thing I've ever done. It just makes me sad that I can't say any of this to my parents' faces until after I'm on my own and able to support myself, for fear of making them mad enough to wind up with me homeless. Even posting it here, completely anonymous, is a risk. But I had to write it, and I couldn't just delete something I'd poured my heart into like this. I can't keep a copy on my computer (again, because I'm afraid of what would happen if they ever found this), but I hope others in my situation see this and realize they aren't alone, because I know I sure as hell feel like it sometimes, especially when the advice I see for others in a similar situation pretty much boils down to "man up, get a job, and quit mooching off your parents." If this is mooching, especially in this economy, I'd hate to hear what people like that call people who live on welfare, instead of, you know, going to college and trying to get a job that allows them to be independent of their parents. ]]> Fri, 13 Jan 2012 05:46:03 CST Anonymous Family Feuds 1 http://www.justrage.com/Family_Feuds/stuck-in-hell-39til-i-finish-my-degree/ http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/using-art-as-a-scapegoat/

ps> sorry if I'm incoherent, I have been drinking ]]> Fri, 13 Jan 2012 02:50:54 CST Anonymous All the Rest 2 http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/using-art-as-a-scapegoat/ http://www.justrage.com/Teen_Angst/what-should-i-do-2/ Fri, 13 Jan 2012 02:45:57 CST Anonymous Teen Angst 1 http://www.justrage.com/Teen_Angst/what-should-i-do-2/ http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/i39m-on-a-boat-motherfucker-don39t-you-ever-forget/ It's about to go down
Everybody in the place hit the fucking deck
But stay on your motherfucking toes
We running this, let's go

I'm on a boat, I'm on a boat
Everybody look at me
'Cause I'm sailing on a boat
I'm on a boat, I'm on a boat
Take a good hard look
At the motherfucking boat

I'm on a boat motherfucker, take a look at me
Straight flowing on a boat on the deep blue sea
Busting five knots, wind whipping out my coat
You can't stop me motherfucker, 'cause I'm on a boat

Take a picture, trick, I'm on a boat, bitch
We drinking Santana champ 'cause it's so crisp
I got my swim trunks and my flippie-floppies
I'm flipping burgers, you at Kinko's
Straight flipping copies

I'm riding on a dolphin, doing flips and shit
This dolphin's splashing, getting everybody all wet
But this ain't Seaworld, this is real as it gets
I'm on a boat, motherfucker, don't you ever forget

I'm on a boat and it's going fast and
I got a nautical themed, Pashmina Afghan
I'm the king of the world, on a boat like Leo
If you're on the shore, then you're sure not me, oh
Get the fuck up, this boat is real

Fuck land, I'm on a boat, motherfucker
Fuck trees, I climb buoys, motherfucker
I'm on the deck with my boys, motherfucker
This boat engine make noise, motherfucker

Hey ma, if you could see me now
Arms spread wide on the starboard bow
Gonna fly this boat to the moon somehow
Like Kevin Garnett, anything is possible

Yeah, never thought I'd be on a boat
It's a big blue watery road
Poseidon, look at me, oh, all hands on deck
Never thought I'd see the day
When a big boat coming my way
Believe me when I say I fucked a mermaid

I'm on a boat, I'm on a boat
Everybody look at me
'Cause I'm sailing on a boat
I'm on a boat, I'm on a boat
Take a good hard look
At the motherfucking boat ]]> Fri, 13 Jan 2012 02:39:21 CST Anonymous All the Rest 2 http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/i39m-on-a-boat-motherfucker-don39t-you-ever-forget/ http://www.justrage.com/Teen_Angst/smoking-2/ I ave had the crappiest yr 2011 ever. And alot of my friends smoke, and most of my family. I am very stressed out atm, what with school and everything. Alot of my friends smoke and i was wondering if i should start, but with rollies, cause theyre bettr for you? The people who smoke seem alot calmer than the ones who dont, and recently ive had a really big urge to join them. I no its rong but even tho ive never had a sip i still crave one? I am pretty sure alot of our teachers no who smokes and who doesnt, espeicially as we all talk about it infront of teachers and they do hear. So i am thinking of asking this boy at school to give me one, to try it and see if its ok. Wat do u think? No mean comments please
I am a 12 yr old boy from manchester ]]> Fri, 13 Jan 2012 00:11:57 CST Anonymous Teen Angst 2 http://www.justrage.com/Teen_Angst/smoking-2/ http://www.justrage.com/Crappy_Companies/guitar-center-i-want-to-smash-your--/
So I bought this company (which is suposed to be the musicians' choice) More than $10,000.00 in merchandise. Really need the equipment for a gig and everything was Payed for an Overnight shipment..... what happened? First they gave us tons of problems to ship the merchandise and after fighting over the phone for Three days they managed to send it (not forgetting to say that they asked us for our address more than 100 times when it was not only said by phone but sent to them by email)...then the f*ckers did not send it overnight , They are Not Sure if it arrives on tuesday or wednesday!!!!! the gig is next week and I'm praying to God, Satan and whatever creature is out there to make the equipment arrive on time and they just cleaned their hands on whatever mistake they did instead of fixing it, not only that but the headaches they caused with all their problems, delays and excuses (I Don'T Care, Do Your Job!!!! Is It So Hard To Do Your Job Right??)
I am very disappointed that this is the way Guitar Center treats their best customers and fellow musicians. If this is the way they treat us, I don't want to imagine how they treat the ones that can only afford shitty guitar strings and regular cables!....
I Am Definitely Not Working With These People Again And Give Their Bad Customer Service Company More Money!!!! ]]> Thu, 12 Jan 2012 20:42:35 CST Anonymous Crappy Companies 4 http://www.justrage.com/Crappy_Companies/guitar-center-i-want-to-smash-your--/ http://www.justrage.com/Crappy_Companies/well-duh/
http://www.zdnet.com/blog/btl/symantec-accused-of-using-scareware-tactics-to-sell-full-version-products/66812?tag=zd.fb.nl ]]> Thu, 12 Jan 2012 16:46:58 CST Arenaria Crappy Companies 4 http://www.justrage.com/Crappy_Companies/well-duh/ http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/cereal-moths/

These insidious little fuck-bugs get into any kind of cereal. They also like crackers, breadcrumbs, pasta, chips, noodles, rice, bird seed, dry cat food - anything made of grain. And they somehow cunningly manage to get into closed Tupperware, Rubbermaid and Zip Lock bags too, and even eat holes in unopened stuff in cardboard boxes.


But that is not the worst of the damage these tiny terrors leave in their wake of destruction.


Recently, the stereo went on the fritz. When I opened the back panel - you know, the one that says "No User Servicable Parts Inside" - I discovered the mini monsters need a place to live too. And a place to breed.


I have also discovered that they probably got into the house in some bird seed I got when someone gave us a parakeet they could not keep any longer. However they got in, I am finding it next to impossible to get them out.


If anyone out there knows how to make these bugs begone, I'd like to know. Before I end up either in the poor house from throwing food out, or at the gym for eight hours straight from trying to eat the food before they get to it.


KPissed - Who still can't find a way to get rid of these flying fuckwads, even after singing the song the tiny Japanese twins sang in Mothra over a dozen times. ]]> Thu, 12 Jan 2012 01:29:25 CST KPissed All the Rest 3 http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/cereal-moths/ http://www.justrage.com/I_Hate/i-hate-zombies/
All Zombies should be killed..uhmmn...again.

I had a Zombie teacher once in school, and she took away my iPhone just because I skewered his eye with a the janitor's thigh bone....(he was a fuckin' zombie too)!! You would think they would ask the janitor to take half the blame for not keeping his body parts in a bag or something?

Yeesh, they run around with the moaning and gloppy stuff hangin' off of them, it's disgusting! They act like you owe them something just because they are dead, wtf?...It's not my fault, I didn't kill them! It was probably White power Karl, or that scary Raxxo Dude?
You ever try to sit down and Try eat a decent meal with a group of Zombies in the next booth? They should be outlawed. How is a person suppose to eat with all the rotten flesh laying around on the floor where they dropped an appendage? I heard the other day that the Araa, (Affirmative Retard Action Agency) was passing around a petition to ban all zombies from hanging out in public places. Well it's about damn time somebody did something!

You ever get behind one in heavy traffic? I was behind this Zombie Catholic Priest one time at a stop light, Oh man, the fucker sat there trying flip the left hand turn lever with nothing but a shoulder stump! I'm yelling, hey you, use your teeth! I get out of the car to yell at him only to find out he had no teeth! They were in a Ziploc bag in the dash.... He did however have a giant Crucifix shoved up his ass and coming out one ear. Apparently from the father of some whiny altar boy? Don't know what's up with that?
Besides, all Zombies are just Vampire poser, wanna be's anyways! ]]> Thu, 12 Jan 2012 00:49:28 CST Arenaria I Hate 4 http://www.justrage.com/I_Hate/i-hate-zombies/ http://www.justrage.com/Crap_Bucket/one-of-those-days/ It starts out me flying down the stairs(from a deep sleep) early this morning to a ringing phone, only to hear a pre-recorded political spiel.
So then a friend calls and wants me to meet her at a local diner. I am rushing around trying to curl my hair. My fingers get tangled or something and I drop the damn curling iron and the tip lands right in my cleavage..wtf? How the hell do I manage to burn Both frikkin boobs in 2 seconds flat? Then I poke myself in the eye with the mascara.
Finally pull myself together and get to the restaurant only to realize half-way through my waffle that the smell I keep smelling is Me...I stepped in dog shit somewhere outside the restaurant.

A zillion little things like this has been happening all day.
But the final straw that really has me looking into the sky yelling "really?..ya really gonna mess with me all day?" It's evening and I am thinking, ah, sit down with my tea, a brownie and relax..
Ok, so I figure I would catch up on some electronic repair while surfing the net. I am trying to put new firmware on a friends tablet. Well some of you may know that they all make you jump through hoops to flash the damn things...poke this, then press that, wait for this and then push that...etc.

So I go through the list of tasks to perform..and finally it comes time to grab my big ass old stick pin to poke in the reset hole.....and the damn thing is gone. Yeah, I know this is a lame ass rage, but I don't care...because I Know, that after I have long forgotten about that lost pin, that I will find it when it skewers me in the ass! So I am just getting pissed in advance. ]]> Wed, 11 Jan 2012 00:48:01 CST Arenaria Crap Bucket 3 http://www.justrage.com/Crap_Bucket/one-of-those-days/ http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/all-black-people-should-be-killed/ Mon, 02 Jan 2012 20:28:12 CST Anonymous All the Rest 4 http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/all-black-people-should-be-killed/ http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/me-again/
does anyone else wish they were happy??? to be honest, i wish i was happy. i've seen all these people that are just sooo fucking happy, without a care in the world. i wanna be like that, and if i want to, then i'll have to diss everyone. so i will. everyone shut the fuck up, and listen to what i have to say. and to all who will listen and understand, thank you, my fellow miserable-lifed freind!!! and who all who don't listen, and want to be haters...
Fuck You And Shove Your Stuid Po Music Up Your Tight Little Anus ]]> Mon, 26 Dec 2011 20:33:47 CST Anonymous All the Rest 3 http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/me-again/ http://www.justrage.com/I_Hate/i-hate-the-world/ oh, p.s... I Own Everyone ]]> Mon, 26 Dec 2011 20:19:23 CST Anonymous I Hate 4 http://www.justrage.com/I_Hate/i-hate-the-world/ http://www.justrage.com/Family_Feuds/my-fucking-dad-/
Before he left, my mom had her own business (She owned a maid business) and all the money she made, she put all the money in her account, which his name was nowhere near. His friend worked at the bank, which my mom did not know, and my dad paid him so that he could take every fucking dime ($25K!). So my mom didn't have money to pay her employees, but shit for her business, or keep the office open, so she had to close her fucking business and we were evicted and had to live with her bitch sister for Two Fucking Years.

I had a good fucking life, but that asshat ruined it! Now my mom has terrible credit because of her business so we have to live in a shit hole apartment where all the damn junkies live and she can't get a job because of her seizures (She didn't have them before all this but it's a long story), so my family of three lives on My minimum wage job. I'm not even 16 yet, so I can't do any better than minimum wage.

Once they were divorced, he was ordered by the court to give back her entire $25k (Never happened), $40k from his business (He's an It guy, he makes a $212k salary), and $2,000 a month in child support and alimony. He does None of these things! He hasn't called any of us in more than 2 years. My brother is only 8, he shouldn't have to deal with this shit!

My dad supports his 26-year-old step daughter who has had every fucking thing handed to her her entire life. At 14 I got a job and I've supported my family ever since. And though it may sound like it, this rage isn't really about the money. It's that he lets his own kids live in poverty even though he has the means to help out. It's that he cares about someone else's kid more than his own. But most of all, he lets his 8-year-old cry himself to sleep at night because his dad doesn't love him. I fucking love my brother, and he doesn't deserve this!

I'm sure this will be bombarded by comments from you people (I've been on this site a long time), but I don't care. I just need someone to listen. I need someone else's opinion. I'm sure I'm not the only one who realizes that he's the scum of the universe... Right? ]]> Sat, 17 Dec 2011 20:52:15 CST Anonymous Family Feuds 5 http://www.justrage.com/Family_Feuds/my-fucking-dad-/ http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/pain-in-the-arse/ why do they phone up at the weekends when your just about to do something and if i hear 1 more story about them being in the fucking army or in the second world war im going to stick my tool box up there Fucking Arse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love my job just hate the arseholes i need to deal with

ps girls with tattoos whats that all about!!!!!!! ]]> Sat, 17 Dec 2011 12:02:35 CST aaaarrrrgggghhhh All the Rest 2 http://www.justrage.com/alltherest/pain-in-the-arse/ http://www.justrage.com/Pissed_Politics/fuck-the-99--your-movement-has-failed-/
Yeah We get it dip shits, 1% of the population controls 99% of the money and power. Whats your fucking point? You know Why they have all the power and money? Because the 99% have given it to them! Companies don't just magically make money and as we have seen over the last several years with some of the largest companies failing (best buy, blockbuster) that rich and powerful companies can die off. Stop fucking supporting them ok!

Also another problem is that yeah 99% is a big number and it sounds impressive but no one who has been able to get out of poverty wants to be grouped in with all the poor / low income people in our country. Yeah you may think that sounds mean but its fucking true. Most average Americans who have struggled to have a descent living and lifestyle do not want to be in the same category as a fucking homeless person or an arts history major who spent 10 years going to collage for a career that doesn't exist. This is why you never got and never will get the general 50% + of the population who doesn't see themselves in the same situation as the bottom 25%.

By focusing on this whole 99% bullshit the Occupy moment has failed and no longer has a chance of recovering. Why the hell these people decided to focus on how 99% of us don't have money and how stupid people made bad decisions with their money, loans, education and other pointless bullshit is beyond me. The moment started to bring attention to the banking system and how these fucks destroyed the World economy and destroyed the lives of hundreds of thousands of Americans and how these banks made and continue to billions while No One has been held responsible for what has happened. This should have been your focus and nothing else.

But now your occupy camps are filled with homeless and druggy street kids, your movement is a joke that gets no credibility and any chance of banks or individuals who were responsible for the destruction of entire countries and the lives of millions of Americans will never receive any jail time or penalties. So just stop. Move onto a different cause because all you are doing at this point is driving people away from any interest they may have had with actual problems that could have been resolved but now never will. ]]> Thu, 08 Dec 2011 21:50:53 CST decay Pissed Politics 2 http://www.justrage.com/Pissed_Politics/fuck-the-99--your-movement-has-failed-/ http://www.justrage.com/I_Hate/to-those-who-hate-parenting/ No, it is not easy and yes sometimes you feel like pulling your hair out but you have a duty and reposnibility to help your kids grow up tp be good, balanced, happy people. Sometimes, i have had enough and think that I hate being a mum but I know that deep down I dont; I'm just tired. But you people, saying that you wish your kids would disappear, that you would not have them if you had your time again is Disgusting.
If you need help: seek it. There are a lot a great services available. But to all those who blame their kids for their misery I am sorry but kids do not have the cognitive abilities of an adult so they will be unreasonable Until they, with your guidance, mature into adults. You need to set the standard. You need to stop feeling like a victim. It's a sad sign of the times that so many people bitch about being a parent.

Grow The Fuck Up and Parent Those Kids. ]]> Thu, 08 Dec 2011 12:08:20 CST Anonymous I Hate 3 http://www.justrage.com/I_Hate/to-those-who-hate-parenting/ http://www.justrage.com/Family_Feuds/my-step-mum-is-a-cunt-/
She constantly blames everything on me, shes ruining/ruined my relationship with my father. i swear he doesnt love me anymore, the sooner i can move out and go to uni the better. She maakes things up and tells my dad lies so i get into trouble. as soon as i move out she wants to sell the house that we are currently in (the house which my mum chose) just so she can get some money .

Ive thought about killing myself just to escape this hell hole. but i feel as though i need to prove to myself that i can be a good dad, and that i can love and provide for my kids like i haven't had in a good 7 years. fuck. ]]> Sun, 04 Dec 2011 23:47:13 CST Anonymous Family Feuds 2 http://www.justrage.com/Family_Feuds/my-step-mum-is-a-cunt-/