I dont care who's reading this useless fucking shit that Im writing here, but I'm gonna go on anyways.

where do i start.. oh yeah, the fact that I dont have a fucking dad makes a great reason for ppl to look down on me. and I live with my fucking goddamn mother. I truely think she deserves to die, based on what she did to me. IT WAS NOT MY FUCKING CHOICE TO BE BORN IN THIS FUCKING FAMILY. I try not to give shit about what other ppl think, but in this world it is SO HARD to be just who I am and get accepted.

I have strong urge to end my miserable life here, and yes I used to cut myself- now I feel like doing it again. I cannot stand this fucking life. that bitch who gave birth to me constantly yelling at me, expecting ME to solve her problem, and depends on ME. WHY the fuck do I have to go through this? should not be the opposite? I'm the one who needs fucking help, therapist or any kind of rehab, not the fifty-something old bitch. she cant do anything by herself and yet acts like she knows everything. WHY do i need to keep up with HER expectation? does she think i'm her god or something?

I WANNA MOVE OUT. i dont wanna see her fucking face anymore, I dont wanna be involved in her problems anymore, and moreover I DONT WANNA BE EVEN RELATED TO HER. it's a fucking shame. she's bipolar, too. it's too much to write every anger I felt from my entire life here, but since I know I got some kind of future ahead of me and dont wanna waste MY life, I need to do what I can do ease my fucking anger.

all i need to say is, she must die. without a doubt, she DESERVES to die. and she will. I really hope when I am financially independent and can start my own life she dies. thanks to that bitch, i'm gonna use every value i can get from her and throw her away- let her die MISERABLY. nothing can cure my pain from what she did to me.


I know my life is miserable, but I pray that it will get better.

so basically my moms an asshole, she wont let me do anything alone, even though i have a cell phone i cant even go across the street to a park with my phone and a friend!!! THAT'S FRICKEN STUPID!!! she wont even let me go on facebook!!! FUCK HER AND FUCK LIFE!!! I HATE THE BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know some may think i'm a freak because i'm a furry. but i don't give a fuck. i'm a really cool kid when you get to know me. furies base there characters off there personality right? well i'm more into drawing them out, but here what mine like i'm very out going, friendly,loving, and i'm very open minded i don't care about your Religious background, your race, gender, if your gay or strait i don't judge, or skin color.
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I have no one . My mom makes me feel like shit, we just DON'T like each other . My sister, the only person who truly understands me is 3 thousand miles away . My dad, doesn't even call to see if I have died yet . I have no one . I'm tired of people making me feel less . I'm tired of crying . I'm tired of that knot in my throat that just doesn't GO AWAY, instead it keeps growing bigger . My heart can't take it . I can't take it . I'm dead inside . I feel that every breath I take is agony . I'm tired of all the hurt and the pain , i'm tired of being put down . I'm tired of life . Every night i prey to god to just let me stop breathing . I beg him to not let me live to see tomorrow . I'm done here . I want to rest . I want this all to be over .

Well my life is totally fucked, im dropping out of school because of grades, my best friend is going out with the girl i love, were getting poor, my brother has fucking cancer, my mom is sick, my dad is pissed, my neighbors are fucking pieces of shit, friends are turning against me, i just feel like im about to get suicidal

i have really bad isomnia where i can't sleep. so i researched it online and took a nice hot bath befor bed and drunk horlicks, i drifted off like a baby. about 30 mins into sleeping my FUCKING older sister walks in. KNOWING I HAVE SLEEPING PORBLEMS, and say "you left your dressing gown in the bathroom", i was pissed -.- ,  later on luckily i started to drift off the suddenly CLANG my sister plugs a plug in the wall attached to my room FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK! i want to fucking kill her!!!! im now writing this at 2 oclock as i can't sleep great........................!!!!!!

DAMNIT! I HAVE TO FUCKING GO BACK TO THAT FUCKING PLACE IN A COUPLE WEEKS I'M FUCKING SICK OF IT!!! MY TEACHERS ARE FUCKING BITCHES AND MY PRINCIPAL ISN'T ANY BETTER! I THINK THEOSE FUCKERS JUST DON'T FUCKING LIKE ME! SOME OF MY FELLOW CLASSMATES HAVE TOLD LIES TO THEM ABOUT ME AND GOTTEN ME IN TROUBLE IN THE PROCESS!!! I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO THOSE RETARDS!!!! ALSO MY TEACHERS GIVE OUT TOO MUCH DAMN HOMEWORK THAT'S SO MOTHERFUCKING HARD! I'M NOW 16 AND WILL BE GOING IN TO MY SOPHMORE YEAR NOW! I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE HIGH SCHOOL! I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK! I REALLY REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO BACK! FUCK HIGH SCHOOL AND FUCK EVCERYONE WHO HURT ME THERE!!!! AAAAAARRRRRRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

im a 18yo girl and my mom treats me like shit! i've had sex with over fifty guys at my high school and i now have and std! i want to have sex some more! but my mom says that i can't! so far ever guy i've been with has worn a condom! wtf! yeah i know that im a whore! but i need sex because im horny! ahhhhhhhhh!

kayy., like my life is seriously not working for me anymore. school is going to start again and all the people i thought would be my true friends just turned out to be there for the moment. and my ONLY best friend., like my ride or die chick my other half my...... just know we are.... or maybe i should start sayin we WERE super close and now she is saying "ohhh i hate my life so much blah blah blah., i want to run away, i swear if i go to that school again im running away" and so much more and im here looking stupid cuz if she leaves.... who do i have? lik my life is already going down the drain i get depressed like all the time cause of what goes on with me and my stupid parents and then school is going to come and add unnesscary (however u spell it) drama on my life. what to do?

FUCK MY MOM AND HER FUCKING BOYFRIEND!! I HAVE BEEN TAKING ABUSE FOR 7 YEARS!! 7! EVER SINCE I WAS 7!! I'm not going to take getting smacked every time i make a small mistake. He says that his mom beats him with spatulas. I asked his uncle who lives close to me and he thinks its a bunch of bullshit!! It IS!! He tries to put me down with lies that i should take drugs because of my "attitude". He says i give him attitude, EVEN IF IM NOT GIVING HIM ATTITUDE!! Nowadays he makes me go to bed at 8. 8? It's like sleeping in broad daylight.  My response is "Okay, that's enough. He's a faggot!! He must die!!!"

As for my mom, she is just a lazy inconsiderate bitch! The only sane parent i have is my father. Ever since my mom went with her boyfriend (Who started out as a friend then started fucking each other) i have died and gone to hell!! How many think i should kill them both, drink their blood, and rape their internal organs?! Anyone?!