i hate my dad he sux ass he wont get me anything 4 my bday and gets my sister a new ipod and refuses to get me a drum set and i said well you never get me anything so this will count on all the bdays you got me nothing {like usual} so screw you dad if you read this

I hate my life. I get so angry someimes that I feel like I'm about to explode. Everyday I go to school and feel like a fucking idiot, I come home and have to either look after my brother/sister. When my parents are pissed they yell at me because they're pissed, not because I've done anything. I have to hang around my fucking ex all the fucking time with him telling me how great his fucking life is. I can't say anything becuse I'll look like the bitch ex, I feel so fucked up all the time and depressed and angry. My childhood use to look like a black hole, but now I remembered that I was raped/molested a couple of times. I've been getting these little purple fucking bruises all over my body and everyday I feel tired and fucked up and it's getting worse. I want to die, and if anyone tells m anything about Jesus I am going to pummel his face until he fucking dies. There is no fucking God, and if there is, he is a fucking asshole.

Wow guys. So my mother. The biggest stupidest bitch ever.

All she ever does is piss me off. She always gets fucking pissed about the tiniest mistakes I make. Of course, when my brother does the same shit I do, she ignores it. But me? Nope, I'm not even fucking lucky. Ever. She just bitches and bitches and BITCHES about all the fucking shit I've done-of course, she embellishes some of my shit with made-up crud that she pulls out from the crevices of her manipulative, haywire mind.

I'm fucking tired of her always trying to control me too. I mean, seriously. She either complains about how I never can do things for myself. Would you like to know why? BECAUSE SHE ALWAYS TRIES TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO. Thus, I can't even do ANYTHING for myself. It's pretty much HER fault. And when I want to try to learn, she just laughs at me.

So now. I went to the Air Force Academy, and I was pretty much forced to go. I left after Basic because I was tired of the shit I was getting in a COLLEGE; I wanted to go to college to get away from my mom, and I ended up going to the one college that is filled with fucktards just as bad as my mother.

So now, after spending a really great (no sarcasm here) month with my relatives in Idaho, I'm back home. With my mother. Now, 24/7, I only hear how much I've fucked up and how leaving USAFA was a big mistake. Oh, and of course, my mother, being the tyrannical dumfuck she is, is now forcing me to REAPPLY to USAFA. Great. And of course, though I have lied and told her how much I regret it, she still bitches. She tells ME that I should have thought of others when I made the choice to leave. But what the fuck, hold that thought. I left for MY happiness. Seriously.

So now, I'm seriously considering overdosing with all of the Motrin and Tylenol I have. The thought is tempting.

These fuckin g tomatoes I just bought the fucking things and they are already turned to mush in the fucking bag on the way home from the fucking store.   WHAT THE FUCK?

I hate this chick. everyone thinks were best friends HAH screw that shes such a bitch. all she does is talk baout people and lie. She so stupid. I ahte how i have to act like im her best friend just for social stuff. like if i showed everyone how much i hated her, nobody in our clique would talk to me and id have nobody. but shes just SUCH A BITCH. she honestly needs to shut up about herself becasue nobody gives a shit. ugggggg she so fat and has the worst sense in clothes. all hers are soooo ugly. and she thinks shes sooo great at basketball and volleyball and calls herself an athlete! shes only on the teams becasue she so tall and fat and all she does anyway is sit there on her fat butt and warm the bench. then she goes off telling everyone shes the best UGGGGGGG. i just hate her. shes ruining my life. GET OVER URSELF CASSIDY. SERIOUSLY.

My mother-in-law is the worst. She is lazy, and I am not just saying that. She sits on the couch while everyone does everything for her. My daughter is only 7, she looked in the refrigerator and saw some chocolate milk. Well what do you think she said? That's right, "Ooooh, we have chocolate milk." and wouldn't you know that fat bitch sat on the chair and shouted, "That is my chocolate milk." then she has the balls to whine and cry about being 460+ pounds and she don't know why she can't lose weight. Push your fat ass away from the table and move a  little. It is soooo bad that she has a card table as a tv tray. enough said. Fat bitch don't know enough to stop shoving the chocolate bars in her face. Just knows enough to complain. How the hell can she do that to a 7 year old? Only thing I can figure is she needs to make everyone as miserable as her fat ass. Misery loves company. Fat, nasty, stinky bitch needs to do something before she pisses me off to where I can't hold my temper. It is getting real close. Ooohh and is the fat bitch two faced. She will say one thing to your face and another behind your back. At least she knows I can't stand the ground her fat ass swallows. Well till next time, may all the mother-in-laws from hell burn quick.

MY LIFE SUCKS!!! no matter what i do nothing is ever good enough for my mom. i work so hard in school but i take ONE SATURDAY off and I'M THROWING MY LIFE AWAY and i will never get into a good college and my life is over and i have no motivation and all i do is play computer games.  yes, i spent my saturday sleeping and playing computer games. WELL GUESS WHAT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. i stayed up all night studying several times in the past two weeks just to maintain my straight A's.  but apparently my mom doesn't think that's motivation.  the thought that i would want to do SOMETHING on labor day weekend is just APPALLING to my mom since i only did three hours of homework last night.  i was supposed to do six like usual but no. i was soo fucking exhausted i couldn't stay awake. OMG I GUESS IM A TOTAL LOSER! all of the awesome stuff i was going to do this weekend is cancelled because I ONLY WORKED FOR THREE HOURS ON SATURDAY. fucccckkkkkKK!!!!!!!!!!! i hate my life so much... in the mean time my dad has decided to do my homework for me so my mom will stop bitching which is HORRIBLE.  that's why she threw him out anyway cuz he's INSANE.  now i guess im not studying right now so i won't be going to harvard... mom u r right. community college here i come!

RAWR my mom fucked up opening the donut package and so I rip the top off and she's like "I gonna spank you" MOTHERFUCKER I"M 15 yrs old bitch.

GOD I really hate my parents sometimes. Everything has to go according to their fucking agenda. What about what I want? What about what's important to me? I'd understand if I were 10 or something, but I'm fucking 22 years old. My priorities are always second-string to whatever the fuck suddenly strikes them as "important" or "necessary", and then I get the fucking guilt-trip whenever I express unwillingness to do what suits them at the very second they want it done. And they're such hypocrites because would THEY fucking do whatever I wanted them to just because I wanted it done? NO. If they don't feel like it, then it's a good enough fucking reason. And guess what? It IS a good enough reason. ESPECIALLY when it has to do with their own SHIT. IF I DON'T WANT TO MOVE MY SHIT AROUND RIGHT THIS MINUTE, THEN WHY THE FUCK DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY AS SHIT ABOUT IT. Christ it's always according to THEIR fucking schedule, THEIR values, THEIR opinions. Just wait. In just one month, I'm going to move so fucking far away that they're only going to see me a few times a year. And they won't even be able to drive fucking 6 hours like they did during college just to catch a dinner with me because I'll be 3000 MILES AWAY. Drive THAT distance, you UPTIGHT, SELF-RIGHTEOUS, EGOCENTRIC IDIOTS. Now you're fucking sulking because I gave you attitude about the fact that you basically GUILT-TRIPPED me into doing what you wanted me to do right when you wanted it done when I already had PLANS. DOes that fucking matter? MY plans? No. That doesn't matter. It only matters what you guys want. It doesn't even matter that I DID end up doing what you fucking asked me to do. Because as long as I make a little frowny face, then you're going to act all self-pitying and pissy about it for a fucking weekend. Dipshits. 
As for my dumbass boyfriend, I'm just going to write this like I'm writing a letter to him. I. Am. So. Sick. Of. You. I hate you so much sometimes, you and your fucking mood-swings. I swear sometimes you act like such a fussy little princess on PMS. "Oh no I'm mad now because you made a joke about me", or, "I'm going to be upset now that we've had a disagreement even though you didn't yell or say anything mean because I just don't like conflict at all and I don't want to talk for 10 hours", or "Now I'm mad all of sudden even though just a second ago I was joking around and I can get mad whenever I want because I"m a little bitch". You are so fucking full of yourself. YOu think you're the only person in this world who matters? When you're warm, then sure, be warm, loving, crack jokes, be friendly. You're the goddamned friendliest, most charming person in the world then, aren't you? And then when your'e not feeling it? Does that mean you can act rude as shit? Apparently so, because you just keep dishing out that curt attitude and I keep taking it in. I'm just as big of a fucking idiot as you are a fucking jerk. Except you're worse, because you know I'm in love with you and I'll just take it. You? YOu just take advantage of that and you treat me however the fuck you want. I hate you and I hate myself for taking it. One of these days, I'm going to leave you, and I won't think about you for one second except to wonder why on earth I spent so much emotional energy on someone as selfish and inconsiderate as you. And I know - I KNOW you'll feel sorry, because you're never going to find anyone else who'll take your bullshit, all your mood-swings, all your coldness, all your SHEER SELFISHNESS and STILL keep trying to understand and accommodate you. You are one of the most selfish person I know, and if you don't change, you won't EVER find anyone meaning to be with and you don't deserve to. As you are now, you deserve to be lonely. I'm probably enabling you to keep being the selfish, egocentric asshole you are. 

The people commenting on the editorial letters in the local paper are fucking morons. They don't even know the facts or anything about what they're talking about, they just ramble on and on like retarded parrots. I wish I knew who they were so I could take a shit in their mouths.