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I hate my life
Thursday, March 02 2006 @ 11:42 AM UTC
Contributed by: Anonymous | Views:: 8,866

Family FeudsI'm 26, the mother of 2 and step-mom to one. I hate my husband who is spineless. He cares for no one but my step-daughter. She comes first and fucking foremost even over our newborn son. She is mental and evil; she's tried to kill the baby a millon times and she even poisoned me. My six year old had a transplant and she tortures him. She's only three. My husband thinks she's adorable and it's just terrible three's. What the hell ever.

I hate FSGS, the disease that almost killed my son. I hate trying to protect him from her and sickness. I hate trying not to feel like he's one day from death. I hate having no time to just breathe for fear of FSGS. I hate that my husband doesn't understand his disease or care to learn.

I hate that he's a weenie. I hate that he sends his mentally ill daughter to Roanoake to stay with her crack whore of a mother every weekend. She brings flus and viruses and infections to my house and my son is in the hospital trying not to die. I hate people. I hate rumors. I hate my ex-husband and dicks for dads. I hate being adopted. I hate being told what to do. I hate people. I hate me for not having the courage to end my life.


    

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Please be angry..
Authored by: Creator on Thursday, March 02 2006 @ 01:57 PM UTC
This site is about anger, not hate. I will not allow any more of your "hate" posts unless you mention some kind of anger in them.
Please be angry..
Authored by: Anonymous on Sunday, June 10 2007 @ 12:33 AM UTC
Fuck you!!!! You make me angry!
Please be angry..
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 02:32 PM UTC
What kind of stupid dumbass fucker are you?  What, you can't detect any anger in that post?  Jesus titty fucking Christ, you are one dumbshit motherfucker.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, March 31 2006 @ 11:50 PM UTC
We are not defined by the mistakes we make. WE are defined by how we choose to handle them. Your life sucks right now. A three year old can not be evil. Torturous yes, but soul condemned to hell - I think not. What do you mean by she has tried to kill your son? I guess I need more info before I respond intelligently.
Do not let the banality of your current existence define how you live. Cherish your son. Send Narcotics Anonymous literature anonymmously to your step daughter's mother. I wish I could talk to you more. Your anger is real and raw and justified. It scares me and it should scare you too.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Wednesday, January 31 2007 @ 07:27 PM UTC
A three year old can be"mental" antisocial and even psychotic. It is normal for you to hate someone like that, regardless of age. You should hate someone that's trying to kill your son and tried killing you. Don't let an evil little child destroy you or the wonderful mother that your other two children are lucky to have. Screw your husband. I am glad you hate him, especially if he has more allegiance to a crackwhore than you and your family with him.

P.S. I hate my life too.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Wednesday, August 22 2007 @ 02:24 PM UTC
hahahaha, a 3 year old child cant be evil because it cant be condemned to hell.   attempting at "responding intelligently"   YOU HAVE BEEN BRAINWASHED if you think anyone is going to be condemned to hell i would place my bets on a three year old in a battle of wits.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Sunday, April 09 2006 @ 02:28 AM UTC
You are such a bitch. She is only 3! If you hate your life so much and hate how your family is then I suggest that you get away before you make their lives a living hell too. Its not all about you , you know. So just deal with it.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Monday, July 17 2006 @ 04:53 PM UTC
How out of line, 3 year olds may not be able to understand their actions as well as older children and adults, but they are certainly just as capable, if not more so due to lack of understanding. It's lack of understanding that causes racism and shit like that, so leave the lady alone. At 3 an kid is able to interpret ideas from the telly for example the poisoning. look it up.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Sunday, December 10 2006 @ 12:09 PM UTC
how can u say that shes a bitch itz not her fault how she feels if sum1 was tryin to kill u and ur son how wud u feel u heartless whore!
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, October 13 2007 @ 06:37 AM UTC
STUPID!  HOW CAN YOU EVEN SUGGEST THE 3 Y/O IS CAPABLE!  GAH AMERICA IS CHOCK FULL OF DUMBASSES!  THE LADY IS WRONG!  SHE IS ACTING LIKE A 3 Y/O THROWING A TANTRUM.  IF LIFE IS SO BAD, CHANGE IT!  DON'T GO TO A WEBSITE AND CRY AND ACCUSE A CHILD OF MAKING IT BAD!  SHE IS THE HEARTLESS WHORE!  SHE SHOULDA KNOWN BETTER.  MADE HER BED, NOW LIE IN IT - SHIT OR GET OFF THE FUCKIN' POT! 
DUUUHHHH!!!!!!!
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Wednesday, March 28 2007 @ 12:17 AM UTC
How About You Shut Up. In NO Way Is This Women A Bitch. If I Was In Her Situtation, I Know I Would Be Feeling This Way Too. It Does NOT Matter How Old The Child Is, The Fact Of The Matter Is That She Is Spoiled, And Thinks That She Can Do Whatever She Wants And Get Away With It. She Needs To Learn That She is NOT In Control, And That The Things She Is Doing Is Wrong.

Read The Story Again. Didnt You Read About That Poor Baby, Having To Fight To Live?
Have A Fucking Heart.

My Deepest Sympathies To The Author, Nobody Deserves That.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, September 21 2007 @ 10:49 AM UTC

The child won't know she can't have everything if no one is restricting her or showing her the right thing to do.  The problem that most people are pointing out is that this daughter is not an evil person and can change if the parents had the right attitude.  She just called the 3 year old evil.  HELLO!!!????  How about the parents take alook at what they are doing.  A child acts out because there is something going on that they don't know how to express it.  It could be because of the new baby and all the attention its getting.  So stop condemning the 3 year old and take responsibility.  Start becoming a parent and stop acting like the 3 year old.

I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, October 13 2007 @ 06:42 AM UTC
MY CHILD HAD TO FIGHT TO LIVE.  HER FATHER N' HIS SIDE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY HELP OF ANY KIND AND MY FAMILY LIVES ACROSS THE COUNTRY.  ONE MUST COUNT ON ONES OWN SELF!  THIS BITCH NEEDS TO GROW UP AND FLY RIGHT.  SHE IS JUST BREEDING MORE HATE AND CONTEMPT IN THAT FAMILY.  SHE WILL FUCK UP THAT 3 Y/O ALONG WITH IT AND TORTURE ALL OF THEM!  FUCK HER!  SHE IS SUCH A BITCH FOR ACCUSING THAT LITTLE GIRL.  SHE HAS A LOT OF ISSUES AND SHE TAKES IT OUT ON THE BABY GIRL!  FUCKIN' FUCK HER ASS.  I HOPE THE BITCH DOES GET POISONED.  I BET THE CRACK HEAD MOTHER OF THE STEP KID IS MORE LOVING THAN THIS BITCH.
HEY BITCH IF YOU COME BACK AND READ THIS I HOPE YOU GREW UP OR GOT SOME PSYCHOLOGICAL HELP B/C NO CHILD DESERVES ACCUSATIONS LIKE THAT FROM AN ADULT.  C'MON PEOPLE WAKE THE FUCK UP. 
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Monday, May 21 2007 @ 04:01 PM UTC
you are a bitch! stupid motherfucker.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, September 21 2007 @ 10:45 AM UTC
I agree.  Instead of complaining about how you hate your life, get a grip and start doing something about it.  This 3 year old is about 2ft tall and I bet she is probably 30 pounds.  How tall are you and how much do you weigh?  Is this 3 year old preparing your meals?  How could she poison you?  Are you sure you're not the 3 year old?  I mean common on now.  You're suppose to be an adult.  Take charge.  Spank her, put her in a corner, don't let her play with toys, do something.  Sitting here complaining about a 3 year old ruining your life is not solving the problems.  I know you have a few children and that maybe a handfull in its self but START  ACTING LIKE A RESPONSE ADULT!!! You have some growing up to do yourself.  At one point in your life you have to take responsibility for yourself, your actions, and your decisions.  Stop blaming the 3 year old too. 
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, May 06 2006 @ 07:56 AM UTC
wow. im only 15, and yet i no EXACTLY wat ur going through. obviously, when u hate something, ur outraged. i hate so many things in my life right now, its not even funny. i no EXACTLY wat u mean and i wish u werent going through it. im tired of everything. u shouldnt end ur life tho. heres wat u should do, something ic ant do at the current age. take everyone u care about, like ur son, and just move out. get a job and support urself and him in an apartment or something. if u continue to live where u do, ur husband and his daughter will continue to annoy the hell out of u. i no ppl like ur husband and daughter. i no how much u hate them because i hate about 12 people just as much as u hate them. and i find myself repeating "i hate" and then their names over and over again. if u cant take it anymore, killing urself isnt going to do much. ull leave ur son behind. and killing urself and ur son wont do much either since he could live to be something different, an amazing life nothing like ur husband's. plus, y kill him if uve been trying to save him? killing urself is like killing him anyway since ur taking extra precaution to stop it. just trust me, if u hate it as much as i hate everyone in my life right now, move out. dont tell anyone where ur going. move out and rent an apartment or something and get a job to support urself and ur son
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, June 23 2007 @ 07:54 PM UTC
My Gosh!! Ur sence of strength is real qnd ur not even saying nothing about
ur going through just trust urself, be cool and forgiving Isay, you only live
one life and you gotta make that life happen,dont be frightened girl! x
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, October 13 2007 @ 06:30 AM UTC
That's funny.  The 15 y/o thinks like you do.  The author is obviously in need of some serious counseling.  Grow up lady.  The world doesn't owe you shit just b/c your son has it bad.  Trust me.  I know.
It takes a lot of strength and courage so "man up", get your ass outta there and do it on your own.  IT IS POSSIBLE.
Jeez.  Did you always have a man take care of everything for you or something?
What the hell do you need him or the stepkid for?
Sounds like you already have a lot on your hands dealing with yourself and your son.
Puh LEEZ!
NEXT!
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Tuesday, August 01 2006 @ 02:51 AM UTC
i hate my life, i hate what i have to deal with, i hate the fact that the only person that i can trust lies to me and hurts me and doesnt care. i hate the ract i have no one to talk to, no one to have fun with, im so alone right now in this world and i dont have nobody. I hate being alone, i hate whats going on in my life, I hate my life if anyone knew what i have to deal with you would feel the same. Dont ever get a man who cant not give you his full attention cuz it hurts when they have when they cant especially other shit they do wrong.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Thursday, January 18 2007 @ 08:39 PM UTC
Learn to speak correctly. Go to college, earn your degree, don't have illegitimate babies, then get a decent job. Be friendly - help others - and people will start to like you. Surround yourself with successful and educated people, and you will find a decent, good man. Good luck.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Sunday, March 18 2007 @ 05:26 PM UTC
you have suceeded in mirroring my thoughts EXACTLY. i kwnow what it feels like to be so in love with someone who thinks your are there just for their ammusment. i love a man that treats me like crap but i cant leave him cause i fear being alone more than anything else.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Tuesday, June 05 2007 @ 02:45 AM UTC
wow, do we have the same life? I hate my life. I love my kids but I hate their father , we had a happy marriage for 14 years but he chose drugs and a drug addict marriage wrecking whore over us. Whenever I try to move on with life he comes back and tells me he loves me, I believe him and try to make things work, no matter what I do, even going against all morrals and letting him do drugs in my house, he still goes back to her
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, February 09 2007 @ 04:33 AM UTC
i feel bad for you
get somebody to help you
Think about all the good things in your life
you have a husband
you have children
some people would die for those things!
All the good things in your life will outnumber the bad
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Tuesday, February 13 2007 @ 06:17 PM UTC
I am very sorry. You are going through a lot and needing to vent. What about your other child? Is this child okay? Please don't take your life for your children. They need you. I am sure there are support groups somewhere out there for others dealing with this horrible disease your son has. You need some support and it sounds like your husband definitely is NOT it. I understand where you are coming from as I too have a stepdaughter and she is now 14. They get harder and harder unfortunately. I too know how awful it is whe your husband is spineless and his ex-wife is a nightmare like the kid. Please try to get some support for you and YOUR children.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Wednesday, March 14 2007 @ 05:11 AM UTC
Wow I didnt know so many ppl hated their lives, I thought only I did. My girlfriend ....has tortured me for getting puppies and hates the fact that I love dogs.. I try my best to not show my love for them when she is around but she even hates me working if she is free. Is that possible? I have to work when I have work ..I cant always schedule my work according to how free she is. It just enrages me to think that I am such a lousy wuss not to have dumped her and moved on with my life but the only thing is I loved her ..from my heart..and it angers me again to realise that I am such a wuss not to crush my feelings and move on . IF i say somethign she starts crying and accuses me of being mean ..if I dont say anything she keeps abusing my nerves to no end ...she insults me abuses me (has even hit me physically) ...and I still stick with her....and now she has finally decided to dump me because I tol dher I have to work when I have to work !...life is just retarded!
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, March 31 2007 @ 07:24 PM UTC
Another loser who banged out a couple of kids.

Unable to manage day to day life, someone once again thought becoming a
parent was a good idea.

F-ing stupid.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, August 31 2007 @ 01:12 PM UTC
wow you are a fucking stupid asshole
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, March 31 2007 @ 07:30 PM UTC
A dad who is a dick.

You chose him. Pick a loser and breed losers.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Monday, April 09 2007 @ 02:18 PM UTC
I came on this website because I'm having a really shit time right now, but your statement about wanting to end your life shocked me out of it somewhat. I too am with a guy who right now seems a bit crap, thoughtless, etc, and it is very frustrating. You know you have the strength within yourself to deal with this! I do not yet have children and so will not even pretend that I can imagine what it is to be in your situation where your son is ill and your husband doesn't show the concern you need him to, however reading your words struck a chord and I can just tell that you do have what it takes to deal with it. There is nothing more intimidating to a man, it would seem, than a woman who knows her mind, priorities and who is stronger than he is. I can tell you have your stuff in order [unlike some], do what you need to do for your babies and yourself, F*** HIM! he is a grown man and if he doesn't know how to act grown by now that's a crying shame, but not your primary problem.
bookmarks
Authored by: Anonymous on Monday, May 21 2007 @ 07:50 AM UTC
Y hate your Step Daughter shes only 3 Years old. She only like that b cos your husband has allowed her 2 get away with stuff like that. All your anger should be aimed at your husband for your son being terrorized not her b cos too young to know siriousness of the situation. and he shouldn't spoil her. Both of you treat all her and your sons equally and y do u hate being adopted, u could have not been adopted but in a childrens home all your childhood and have no one. It sounds to me like u need the Lord Jesus Christ in your life and be more understanding about youir Step Daughter.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, July 20 2007 @ 08:28 PM UTC

WTF, You have issues how can you blame this on a three year old?  Get help you sick F--

Pick up Psych 101.  A three year old can not think to this drgree.  You married a person with a child you knew the bagage attached.  If I knew who you were I would report you to CPS or whatever they call it in the state you live in.  The fact you have a child un-nreces me and your husband should run before you are headline news!

I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, July 20 2007 @ 08:32 PM UTC
Get the courage.  If life is that bad then go on to the next palce.  Grow up this is what is wrong with humanity today wawww wawww.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Sunday, July 22 2007 @ 04:01 AM UTC
I HATE MY LIFE!! Ma bezzie has a boyfriend, ma mate as one!! a feel like am da only person in da world who is unloved. Ma nana died a couple o months bck nd i av no grandparents at da age of 11. whereva ma class goes wi utha classes every1 fancies or wants 2 be her best mate. im there following her like a sheep follos a shephered. i feel rwally neglected and unrecognised. WHEN I'M RIGHT NO-ONE REMEMBERS, WHEN I'M WRONG NO-ONE FORGETS.  
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, August 17 2007 @ 01:30 PM UTC
Wow, you are only 26 and you have that much hate inside you.  Imagine how your kids must feel; they can feel how you feel about them.. Sounds to me like you resent the fact that your son is ill.  You don't have compassion for a 3 year old child and if you hate your life so much perphas you could give your kids up for adoption and move on to find something you like.  You are so filled with hate no wonder you are miserable.  Hate will destroy you.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, August 17 2007 @ 02:53 PM UTC

I have a poem for ya.

No body likes me wahh wahh wahh

I just might go eat a worm

a big juicy worm wah wah wah

No body likes me everybody hates me]

Im goin to go eat a worm. Wah wah wah

Get over it.

 

He he. I love the 60s.

oh boy.......
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 09:49 PM UTC

hahahahahahahahahahaha im really sorry to say this to absolutely EVERYONE who has wrote on this page but guess what LIFE ISNT FAIR!!!!!!! Cry me a river build me a bridge and get over yourselves. yes most of you will think that i am a heartless bitch for saying this but its true. You guys are only thinking of yourselves when you say you hate your lives. To the girl who wrote that story i feel for you i really do but you know what its called divorce. if you hate your marriage and the kid so bad hire an attorney and move out. All of you are just thinking about yourselves when you say you want to end your lives. If you have a sucky life go talk to someone about it dont be all oh i hate life blah blah blah. Some ppl have worked hard to give you good life and provide for you. you all need to stop being selfish and stop thinking about yourselves. And lady that kid is not out to kill you she is 3. and she is not trying to kill your kid if she is its probably more your fault than hers. if your so afraid put your kid in a bubble. that way you will know if she is actually trying to kill him. you ppl amaze me. your not the only ones with problems. ppl in other countries are dying from things that they cant prevent and you are all complaining about how you think a 3 year old is trying to murder you! if you all hate your life so bad do whatever you want. but for those who arent stupid go get help. dont be a dumbass. lady i think you need help the most.

 

PS i hope that your son is doing well....

good job...
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 09:55 PM UTC
this is the same person who wrote the last one for those ppl who have the sense to tell these ppl to grow up i applaude you or however you spell it.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Monday, September 17 2007 @ 02:38 PM UTC

Wow. I continue to be amazed at the number of people who are certifiable morons on this earth. I am not at all speaking to the original poster, the woman with the ill son, abusive husband and psychotic step-daughter, but to the majority of the rest of you. Most human beings have moments in their lives when they are overwhelmed and feel hopeless and bitter, yet so many of you choose to slam on this woman as your scapegoat for your own dissatisfaction with life rather than offer support, as in "yes, I've been there." If you haven't been there, then, in my opinion, you have no right whatsoever to post a hateful response. You don't understand and you are being nothing but judgemental and mean and spiteful and derogatory - but for what purpose? This I do not understand and never will.

To the woman originally posting - I can empathize. What your husband is doing is a form of abuse and it is almost certain that you would be better off to leave him and raise your son on your own. It's tough to find a psychotherapist who is the right person to talk to, but it would also likely be to your and your son's benefit to at least try. I have known evil children. Evil is born evil and tends to only get worse with age/ reinforcement of their behavior. If you honestly fear for yours or your son's life in this family situation, what is there to think about? Get out.

I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, September 21 2007 @ 11:06 AM UTC

Its not a matter of not experience bad stuff or extremes but come on.  I've been to HELL and back and then went back again.  I've lost a kid before, been molested and rape as a teenager, been homeless twice and been abused in my life.  But you know what I never turned around and said I hated a 3 year old.  I've been through alot in my life and to sit here and try to lash out on everyone is unfair to them.  Is okay to vent and be angry and sad.  All my experiences hasn't left me cold and heartless either.  I still cry watching a good movie, my heart still aches when someone hurts me and I still look for love from the right man, and I still have trust for many of my friends.  It comes a point in your life that you look back at all your hardship, get up shake it off, and make sure it never happens again.  Its your life, no one can make you happy, you have to do that yourself.  TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF! If you're in a life you don't want to be in then MOVE ON... It may hurt and you feel like you can't make it.  Well guess what go to sleep and you will wake up tomorrow.  Take it a day at a time.  Couple months down the road when you hit a bigger problem you look back at this moment see what motivated you to get though this and do it again.  After  awhile you as person become stronger.

I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, September 21 2007 @ 12:37 PM UTC

Dude, Oh my god. You people are so fucking stupid.
This woman is going through a very hard time in her life right now and the majority of you are sitting here saying she's selfish? Well you're the ones being selfish. You don't even care about someone else enough to sympasize with them. You have to post a hateful comment in order to bring her down even more and make yourself look better. You can't say shit about what she's going through because you don't know shit about what she's going through. Do you not understand this woman wants to end her life?
And y'all, quit trying to say she's a terrible person for hating that three year old. I mean, jesus christ, people. Are you really that ignorant? I bet if you were in this situation, half of you would have already killed yourselves by now because you're just that weak.

I wish the best to this woman, keep strong and get the hell out of there. You don't deserve this. And just forget about all those ignorant dumbfucks who know nothing about what you're going through. They suck at life.

I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, October 13 2007 @ 06:51 AM UTC
BULLSHIT!
YALL ARE A BUNCH OF FUCKIN WOOSES! 
DO YOU WANT SOME CHEESE WITH THAT WHINE?!
GAH!
'SUP?  I BET THOSE OF YOU "SUPPORTING" THIS BITCH, ACCUSING US OF NOT BEING COMPASSIONATE OR SYMPATHIZING ENOUGH WOULD NEVER EVEN THINK TO GIVE A CHILD A SPANKING AND QUITE POSSIBLY YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD AND YOU SUPPORT PRO-CHOICE HUH!
LIFE IS A BITCH AND THEN YOU DIE.
YOU HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE WHEN YOU'RE AN ADULT.
AND SUGAR COATING IT AIN'T GONNA MAKE IT BETTER.
SHE IS THE ONE SITTING THERE ACCUSING A CHILD OF MAKING HER LIFE BAD, WISHING SHE WERE DEAD, ETC.
GUESS WHAT?
SURVIVAL OF THE FUCKING FITTEST.
ENOUGH SAID.
"LIFE SUCKS
GET A FUCKIN HELMET".~ Dennis Leary once said.
I hate my life
Authored by: lonelydublin on Saturday, September 22 2007 @ 04:01 PM UTC

I am so fucking sick of my life that I wish the fuck I could find a way of ending it without it impacting on anyone. I split from my partner 3 years ago after a wonderful 13 years together, My best friend now is my dog because all my friends are now married or too busy with their fucking boy/girl friends. I see no one anymore. I do my Poxy job Monday to Friday. Put up with all the stress that they dump on me. I can’t wait for Fridays so I am free for the weekend. then when I get home there in no one but my Dog to keep me company. I am so Fucking alone I am becoming numb to interacting with anyone. I can’t even be polite or smile to people I have to deal with in day to day activities. Sometimes I get so depressed that I think it effects my Dog and I feel so guilty about it. I know if I decided to end it that my ex would look after the dog and give him a good home for the rest of his years. My dog is 12 years old now. But I Love my dog so much now because he has always stood by me, never judges me or cause me any pain. Unconditional love and loyalty. Nothing like what us fucking human’s do to each other. I can’t end it now because I don’t want my dog to be wondering where the hell I am. I know he would miss me. But when the eventual day comes and he heads off to doggie heaven… that’s it I’m out of here… I am so empty, I am so numb … I can’t even consol my self by crying anymore cause I can’t cry …. I’m38 years old and I see no future.

I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Friday, August 29 2008 @ 07:26 PM UTC
Try living in my fucking country. Then you will hate your life. I have just been hi-jacked by 6 armed fucking gunmen. Body searched and threatened by six armed fucking gunmen....repeatedly....first with their hands and then with their gun butts. Myself, my child and husband traumatized by 6 armed fucking gunmen. My store cards, credit cards, keys, car, briefcase with important work documents....all gone. Yet...one more time...we are all so happy and grateful to be alive. They didn't shoot us. We were lucky. Big fucking deal. A friend got shot through her car window some time back...by hi-jackers. The bullet went through her spine and through her stomach. She was pregnant. She lost the baby and is permanently in a wheelchair. Fuck hijackers and fuck my government for not stopping this reign of terror by criminals. Every house is behind high walls topped with electric fencing. Half of the restaurants have been held up by criminals in the last year. Just about everyone I know has either been hi-jacked or held up, threatened, raped or robbed in their own homes. Everywhere looks safe but nowhere is safe. Sometimes I hate my life in this fucking country.
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, August 30 2008 @ 10:55 AM UTC
GOOOOOOOOOD  MOOOOOORNINGGGGG  VIETNAMMMM!
I hate my life
Authored by: Anonymous on Saturday, September 27 2008 @ 07:07 PM UTC
Today, I hate my life. Somebody, anybody make me laugh! Please! I m this close to fucking off for good. What's the point of all this crap?