I hate my husband. He brings me misery and headaches everyday and I wish I wasn't such a pussy and I could just walk out. He has bipolar disorder which he does not manage very well. He takes his medication but hr has not seen a psych doctor in years. He plays music and though he is always on time to his music gigs, he always makes ME late to nursing school by threatening not to drive me or throwing some tantrum and kicking me out of the car and forcing me to walk to school a whole town away! He uses the bathroom and goes number 2 without closing the door, he eats non stop and drinks sodas like they are water (bipolar people should not be drinking soda). After he hyped up on the soda, then he becomes moody and annoying. Calling me bitch and all kinds of other names. We have a 2 year old and he constantly talks about how he did not want a baby and how I decided to have a baby he did not want. Did I mention that I went into pre-term labor 5 times because he hit me during pregnancy? He's always complaining always being negative, I can't ever ask him to do anything with out him complaining and I would really like to get to a place where I could just divorce him. I'm not sure who I am more angry at now. Him or myself?
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