I can't stand my husband. We have been married almost 20 yrs. Yea everything was fun and games, bars, drinking, whatever. Well he never grew the fuck up. We are in our 40's and he still has the mentality of a 12 yr old. He is an alcoholic, addicted to pain pills and has no brain left in his head. I have been through hell and back with him, supporting him all the way and finally he gets his back surgery and is still a complete asshole. Everything he says is out of his ass. I think the pills and the booze finally got to him. He is not their for me in anyway. The thought of even having sex with him repulses me. We haven't had sex in over a year. He isn't drinking that I know of. He is off the pills and nothing has changed. He has turned into a "special needs" person. He is a total embarrassment, talks like a moron has no common sense is brain dead. How much longer can I use the excuse to myself that I feel sorry for him and if I leave he'll be homeless? HUH?
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