Anonymous raged 1 year ago ——
I can't stand the effing holidays!! I'm so sick of them! They used to be fun and "magical", but now it's just miserable and torture. Both my parents are trying to guilt me into going to their place for the holidays and I really want to tell them to leave me the fuck alone and if they wanted me to be with them for the holidays then they shouldn't have ruined the holidays and gotten a fucking divorce, but I can't because that would be too damn rude. So instead I'm constantly going back and forth in my head about where to go since neither of them will leave me alone. It's not fair! This used to be the best time of the year and it still could be if my parents would just leave me the fuck alone!
Am I really supposed to pay about $100 to spend another Thanksgiving with my dad and that bitch or am I supposed to pay practically $200, even though I don't have a job and everyone makes me feel guilty about that, to go see my mother because she moved so fucking far away??? Which one am I supposed to do?!?! Why the hell do you guys think I'm going to college so far away from you guys, huh?!?! You think I want to live over 300 miles from home and only see my best friends during the summer??!! Normally I can tolerate everything, but it always get so fucken hard during the holidays and I just can't take it anymore!
I don't want to hurt their feelings, but I just don't know how much longer I'm supposed to take all of this crap. ='(