I guess kids sometimes are the only one's that get fair deals. some stories I read about kids getting mistreated make me doubt that too. I try to be nice, find solutions, do for others, make my life better. Seems all I do I get shitted on. a few examples I had my first job at 20. They shifted me from days to graveyard to days. I didn't get any help from the company how to make this adjustments and the people on the graveyard shift were total assholes. no one talked. now I was 20 years old there was a union dispute so I didn't know you weren't supposed to talk to the other union. I did and I got my life threatend. there is alot more to add but I stayed on till 3 years and ended up in a mental hospital for a month. lots more in between. turning to today I am a 41 year old man and I haven't had a break yet I have been through shit bankruptcy, the goverment hasn't given disabled persons a cost of living in 3 years and they plan on not giving one this upcoming year. I eat my depression, anxiety etc..so I am a fat fuck I try to stay positive. I joined a gym but gas money is short so I don't get there as often as I should and just when my bad cholesterol #'s and sugar numbers came down.I don't wan't to die, I guess there is still something left in me that wants to live. but every day I come so close